its not supposed to feel this way i need you i need YOU more and more each day.
love is a canvas painted by god
and
embroided with our imaginations
this is the EMPTY YOUR POCKET AND HAND ME ALL YOUR MONEY tiles
what do we have there?
the mouse - thats yi tai
own flower - thats the second tai
yi se - thats four tai
consecqutive yi se - thats eight tai already (in the rule we set when playing mj)
and lastly it was a zi mo - thats like a crazy nine tai.
lols.
its okay if u have no idea what im talking about, just know that its an insanely wonderful set of tiles.
(:
it has been such a long time since we sat around the green table, racking heads
the feeling's still so fab after such a long while
majong has always been one of the best ways to catch up with old friends (:
You don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Dont wana hurt anymore i thought this song spoke everything i felt each time i hated everything about our rs.
each time we did all the things a couple shouldnt do.
now i truly wonder if all these wrong made a right
or did they simply worsen the wrong.
but i tell myself.
i'd be stupid for him
becuase
a love so vulnerable
yet deeply cherished
is truly hard to come by
Looking so innocent
I might believe if I didnt know
Could've loved you all my life
if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I am tired of being the last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
we still have so much to do.
its really too early to say goodbye.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
school's started. after such an extremely long holiday.
it feels weird having daily obligations again.
i cant believe i am already complaining when the worst has yet to come.
haha
sometimes only after living a good eighteen years that u realise life has been so wasted.
and it just makes u feel so lousy.
but then again.
not that i have, at any point of time, felt that i lead a damn fulfilling life.
its just that. when u look around u and see so many things not going the way u planned.
u feel like breaking down.
girls.
we all have pretty dreams dont we?
church weddings. lovely white gowns. holding a banquet in some posh hotel. successful career. full collection of fendi prada gucci miu miu chanel hermes lv bags shoes clothes .
all these being only the start of our dreams. then we wish that the charming guy whom is now our husband will devote his entire life to provide for the comfort of our lives.
have children.
watch them have children.
and the list goes on.
but exactly how many can really live this dream.
we dont know.
and we dont care.
we just hold on to our dreams hoping that somehow, someday what we wished for as a little girl beside the wishing pond, will come true.
until, perhaps, one day, the truth becomes too much for us to take.
we begin crying after all the tears, we look back.
and realise that we have long foreseen the ugly truth of life
we were all merely wishing for a miracle which failed to do us proud.
xoxo.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
I DONTLIKETHEBACKSEAT, IHAVETOBEFIRST
Guess this means you're sorry You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again
'Cause we belong together now,yeah
Forever united here somehow,
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But YOU'RE pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow,yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly, My life would suck without you
MJ TONIGHT = MUST WIN MUST WIN MUST WIN!
lols.
haha.
xoxo
Friday, March 27, 2009
CONFESSSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC!
a bimbo, chick movie, girls totally love!!!
they should seriously come out more of such movies.
i swear i will watch every single one of it.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I AM STILL IN THE MIDST OF CLEARING OLD PHOTOS.
YES, ITS AN INSANELY HUGE AMOUNT OF PHOTOS.
hello. camwhore here.
HAHA
SO HERE ARE SOME EFFING RANDOM AND OVERDUED PICS.
(:
ONE OF THE REALLY THOUGHTFUL GIFTS BABY PREPARED FOR ME ON OUR ONE YEAR ANI! (: (which is 2 months back LOLS)
BABY HATES WRITING.
SO WHEN HE WRITES FOR U.
U KNOW HE LOVES U.
THANKS BABY. REMEMBER TO PATRONIZE THE FRUIT OF BABY'S HARDWORK OKAYYYYYYYYYYY! (:
ITS GONA BE OPEN SOONN!!!
he's my type
i love his height
he's my fan
he's just right
he's like, “I think we can go far”,
I'm like, “you'r right”
i thought this sounded really cool when i heard it over the radio.
haha.
ON A VERY RANDOM NOTE, I THINK FIFI IS THE MOST ADORABLE DOG AROUND.
was clearing some old pictures in my computer and look what i found!
haha. an out-dated video taken donkey years ago for a project which i thought i have long deleted!
its an NG scene so its really short and retarded. LOLS.
anw. i think i look more like the mother in the video. haha.
this is the EMPTY YOUR POCKET AND HAND ME ALL YOUR MONEY tiles
school's started.
Guess this means you're sorry
CONFESSSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC!
REMEMBER TO PATRONIZE THE FRUIT OF BABY'S HARDWORK OKAYYYYYYYYYYY! (: 
